My first cock sucking experience Black CD/Transsex

Soon though I felt the urge and this time it was not going to subside and I just kept on sucking. I felt my cock go over the edge and spurt into the bed several times as I sucked this hard cock.
I have to be completely honest here and say I didn't say anything for a minute or two, then I was riddled with a little shame or guilt , I am not sure but once my cock had shot I was losing my ability to lust for it.
I told her. " I just came" and she said " No you didn't" and quickly jumped up off the bed and pulled on my hand to help me off the bed and she point to a quarter sized pool of cum that I had ejaculated on her bed. At this time I was reminded of my friend and how he hadn't knocked and then I panicked. She said " oh my god yes you did cum" .
At this point I got up and put on my clothes and ask her, " Do you mind if when my friend comes that you tell him that you sucked me?" and she agreed.
Within a few minutes he knocked, its as if he was watching from the window. He came in and I did my best to hold it together. I was afraid ( please remember I am still in the closet and was way in the closet back then) I was afraid that he would say something to me about it but he didn't.
He came in and she invited him to sit down. I was feeling nauseous as he asked her a few questions about what her family thinks of it all. I just couldn't wait to leave.
10 minutes later or so we left and on the ride home said nothing really of what we should have. I remember wanting to get home so bad and when we did I went into my room and drank another beer and then when the lights were out I masturbated thinking about her and that beautiful cock.
If this would have happened later in life I would have been wanting that cock to cum ( sorry readers), but I was young and green and didn't up from down back then. There was no internet that bombards us if we look with every kinda form of luscious cock porn imaginable. Back then I didn't know. What I did know was that once my friend left I went back down to those side streets looking for that house , driving in circles but could never find it. I thought I saw her one time at a fast food place walking to her car but didn't make it back in time. I never saw her again.