My first cock sucking experience Black CD/Transsex

I remember once hard I wanted to touch, I touched her hands and I remember her moving them away. About this time I remember thinking that her hands were as big as mine and then it dawned on me that this was a crossdresser. I had not really noticed because I was so drunk. In fact had completely forgotten about my friend who said he was going to park the car, he should have knocked by then but It was completely out of my mind.
As she continued to suck me I couldn't help it and I reach around and felt her shoulders and then down her back and onto her skirt and started squeezing her round butt cheeks through the material. I was horny alright and I was hard hearing her slurp on me. But then I reach around and felt the front of her skirt and felt the bulge. There was a part of me that was in denial and another part that knew what was going on.
I pretended to be shocked and said." you have a cock?" and she got up right then and stood up and said " does that bother you" and I knew that it didn't and said " no , can I see it. She took off her skirt and panties and showed it to me standing up and took a step forward and I instantly put it in my mouth. She was well endowed and not fully hard but semi hard. I remember her black cock being so thick. It was like I was examining it and looking at it closely as this was my actual first adult cock that I had ever seen up close and I wanted to good look. I sucked on the head and felt it grow immediately. I remember being shocked at how amazing the cockhead skin felt on my lips. I moaned at my tongue was moving around the skin. I felt the folds of skin of and the clef of her cockhead rim which was pronounced. I would say fully hard she was 7 inches and very thick. That what I was most turned on by, was the thickness. I remember sucking, stroking it, and popping it out of my mouth and looking and feeling its girth with my fingers and just being in awe of it.
My cock is on the small side so as far back as I can remember when watching porn I was always amazed at certain scenes in porn showing close ups of cocks and getting and idea of how big they were, but having this thick juicy black crossdressers hard cock right in front of me had my heart pumping.