The Gang

I had always thought of myself as female in spite of the fact that I was born with male genitlia. Even in my earliest memories where I had witness sex, I identified with the female in the relationship. As a small young child, I had always longed for womanhood each time I heard a woman sing or especially when I saw women in movies and on television commercials. I was fascinated by the clothes they wore and the ultra feminine glow they projected.
At an early age, I already knew that I was different from other little boys, and My older cousin knew it too. He was always taking me to some dark corner and humping me. He was only three years older and apparently, he like something about my little sissy ass more than he liked real females. I wasn't offended by his behaviour, nor did I even think for an instant that I was being abused or molested. If anything I felt like a hot young temptress who was leading my young cousin to sin. I loved playing the feminine role and sometimes I would even initiate our role playing hump sessions. For me it was always over too soon and afterwards, I would constantly think about it and feel deep cravings and anxiety to play the role I had come to love. It was at this point in my young life that I realized that I was born to be a bottom bitch. I love the thought of being a bitch.
The passage of times only made these feelings grow stronger and I continued to identify with the female side of me. I began to activly dress in woman's clothes and appearing in public gave me a rush and made me horny as hell. I had started with nylon stockings, and the craving increased with each new discovery and experiment with women's clothes.

At first masturbation was enough, but eventually I knew that my woman's needs would only be quenced with a hard throbbing cock. I needed that so I moved away from my hometown and to a place where no one knew me. I started cruising for men soon after high school. I I took a job as a cook and rented a small place. I started to hang out at gay friendly clubs and made connections as a drag queen called, Regina.