I am messed up with how I feel about this. I still love looking at women. I love tits and arse. I like the soft feel of women – kissing them and feeling their bodies. I don’t look at men in public and get turned on – men with clothes on do nothing for me. Put me somewhere that I can see those same men naked however and something changes. I don’t really understand what happens to me.
I guess in simple terms it is this – I am a cock pig. The cock is the most exciting thing in the world for me. I love having it in my mouth. I love having it up my arse. I love seeing and tasting the cum that comes out of it. All cocks are good but as the last 18 months have gone on, size has become more important.
There are probably two reasons for that – the big cocks make the sex feel more like pornography (and a cock pig wants to feel like he is a slut in a porno film); and as time has passed my arse has stretched to the point where it needs at least an 8” cock to get some degree of satisfaction.
It is a sad fact of life that if you take massive cocks, fruit, dildos, fists and other assorted items up your arse two or three times a week for more than a year, your arse will stretch. Putting a small cock up it becomes less and less satisfying – for both of you. Nobody wants to fuck a sloppy arse that doesn’t hold their cock nice and tight and I don’t want somebody fucking me that doesn’t give me some of the delicate mix of pain and pleasure that makes fucking so damn good.
I have remained very fit since a weekend orgy where I paid twenty male prostitutes with big cocks to fuck me senseless. I am now down to 88kg (190cm tall) and run every day to stay very fit. I work out three or four times a week and are stronger now than I was when I played rugby at 20. My muscles are hard and tight but there is a limit to how tight you can keep an arse that has been abused as much as mine has in the last 18 months. I believe I am a great fuck – I know how to milk a big cock with my arse and get very few complains from the guys that fuck me – but small dicks just don’t do it for me (or for them). I will suck cocks of any size – they all taste good and the cum tastes great and different from every cock regardless of size – but I won’t waste everybody’s time by allowing somebody with a cock smaller than 6” to fuck me.
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