First time crossdresser

Back when I was an adolescent of fifteen years, I was and presently still interested in shemales. As a explored my sexuality through viewing of trans girl porn, I came across a sissy hypnosis video. I personally don't believe in hypnosis but my curiosity got the better of me and I watched. The clip was of a gorgeous woman telling me to shave my legs, wear panties and suck cock. It turned me on to think about cock but I was still less than convinced (I, at the time, was only into shemale cock). Latter, I thought about that video and what the woman had said. I knew I liked cock, so I looked at some more sissy porn and found myself enthralled. Without even thinking I, one day, stole a pair of panties from my mothers drawer. They where pink, frilly and most of all slutty (I prefer not to think about why my mother owned them). I slipped them on and only remember it feeling great. A couple of months and lots of gay/sissy/shemale porn later, I felt like I wanted to take things an extra step. I ordered a 7 inch dildo with a suction cup off amazon and awaited my experiment. One day, when my mother, sister and father were out of the house I ran into the shower and shaved my whole body. It took a lot of shaving cream but I shaved my arms, legs, pubs, ass and the tiny little hairs that rested on either side of my belly button. My sister, who was quite into cosplay, had a blue wig with long hair that I was happy to use. I put on a bra, panties and the wig as I opened the package that contained the dildo. I snapped some photos of myself using my phone and then got ready. I had fingered my ass plenty of times but that had only been one finger and I was nervous about taking a whole 7 inch dildo. Never the less, I lubed up the dildo with lotion and stuck it to the rim of my tub. I squatted on the dildo slowly at first but quickly built up speed. It felt amazing inside me! I impulsively grabbed my cock and began jerking myself off. eventually, I achieved organism and shot my load all over the rim of the tub. I cleaned myself up, took a few more photos and then put everything away. I then decided to make it a regular event whenever I was home alone.