His size and his military training were not much help to George in embracing his new identity, the obstacles were many, and he realized that even if he started taking those hormones that are easily found in Bangkok , his path would necessarily have to pass through the hands of surgery. With courage and determination George learned to move with grace and confidence, to play with his femininity without losing his intrinsic masculinity, he frequented local gays or even some tourists, and his skills especially with regards to the penis were welcome. It was a delicate balance, but George tolerated it well, he liked the idea of changing his appearance, but his penis would hold onto it. The three girls encouraged him, and also helped him renew his expiring tourist visa, through a devoted client who worked in the consulate.
George was increasingly determined to undertake his true transition, choosing to have breast implants and modify his buttocks and hips to fully embrace his female identity. He inquired at the British health service, but in the end, since little or nothing was available for free unless after a very long process and biblical times, in order not to dent his savings too much, he opted to undergo the surgeries in Thailand. George found a clinic in Chiang Mai, in the north of the country, that seemed suited to his needs. The clinic offered quite safe and reliable procedures at more affordable prices than in the UK, and George felt confident that he had made the right decision. With his heart full of hope and anticipation, George set out for northern Thailand, determined to begin his transformation.
It was a dangerous journey for George Madsen, straight towards the freedom and authenticity he had always wanted. It was the first step towards the complete realization of himself, of a new self that would definitively put an end to the non-commissioned officer on leave that he now was. Arriving in Chiang Mai, George was warmly welcomed by the clinic and its caring staff.
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