A Little Girl Forever

Since I was a little girl I dressed in my sister's clothes, she knew it and she kept clothes for me and sometimes she bought clothes thinking about me. She was my accomplice and still is. When I was alone I dressed totally as a woman and I felt totally satisfied and realized as such, this included my first steps in makeup. More than once my mom discovered me with Rimmel in my eyes and I left saying that I had been playing with my sister. I barely conformed my mother but she did not reprimand me, she suspected my habits. Until I arrived one day we were with my sister modeling dresses in general, I was the model that exhibited the dresses and very feminine underwear with black red lace and my favorite pink. Yes, I know what they think, but no matter what they tell me, I saw myself with all that pink lingerie and I felt that Mabel Cecilia was there and that it was not just a feeling of the moment, but that she was really a woman who I screamed for leaving.

More than one night in my bed I thought I would do with the feminine feeling I had, I let myself be carried away by my feelings and ended with tears in my eyes. But maybe we have to fight for it, then each of the difficulties we overcome with more decision and attitude. Maybe from girl until today I have become a trans woman who has not completely finished being satisfied with my appearance but many times my partners have helped me to realize myself as a woman as it was my first love that I was a neighbor a couple of years older and he spied on me and my sister in those long modeling sessions. Next time I will tell about him. Greetings Mabi